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Paris, France [Nov. 27th, 2009|04:52 pm]
I think I will like France very much. Traditional candy-stores with that dim-lighting, sugar on nicely-handcarved wood, glass jars on shelves, beautiful stained glass in antiquated cathedrals that smell of the last vestiges of aristocracy, carousels in a French way. Not to forget, the museums and the restaurants.

Sometimes I think my fetish with all things American makes me blind to other things, especially when the word, 'Europe' is mentioned.

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need help. [Nov. 25th, 2009|08:53 pm]
I need help. I can't stop listening (and watching) Hanson. They're mesmerising. Like little blond boys with their long hair and pretty eyes. Please don't call the cops.

That being said, two papers down. But not fantastic. As I progress along in my undergraduate studies, there is an urge to delineate the theoretical underpinnings of the international system whilst recognising the glaring deficiencies of such models. There is an even larger desire to provide a clear framework to arrange everything so that every variable can be observed, seen and felt, but not necessarily explained within this framework. I need to tell myself, don't expect yourself to do it in 2 hours. But if I've done it before, why can't I do it again?

I need to find that oomph from last semester again. Two more important papers to go and pwn 'em I will.


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Okay confession. [Nov. 16th, 2009|02:59 pm]
Okay this is perhaps self-evident and no matter how much I try to conceal and deny it, according to W's words, 'you wear it on your sleeve!'

What is this mysterious thing you may ask.

I'm kiasu.

*curses*

I refuse to be associated with that word :( I'm just, I'm just, competitive. It's a dog-eat-dog world okay!
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4/8 lines [Nov. 15th, 2009|03:17 am]
3.13 in the morning
Sleep I cannot
look longingly
dream
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creamed my pantiez [Nov. 6th, 2009|10:18 pm]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrUak9d2P5I


I don't care, I don't care what you say. I creamed my pantiezzzzzzz.

Yen you gotta watch this!!!!
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Back to basics, but not too primitive. [Nov. 4th, 2009|08:32 am]
And you would think money is everything.


Get your gold on, everyone.

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_world_business/view/1015516/1/.html
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2009|01:28 pm]
I'd marry Carla Bruni in a heartbeat.



I mean, if I was a man, lah.
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big and juicy [Nov. 2nd, 2009|08:44 am]
I LOVE YOU MELISSA HO HO HO HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHOH

:D

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In the final reel [Oct. 30th, 2009|08:14 pm]
What happens in the final reel? I don't know.

I hear, raindrops hitting the pane above, metal on water, water on metal. It hits, and settles. Spreads. Subsequent hits like cocaine. I'm hooked.

I see, lights afar. Bright, dim, dim, bright. Disappearing and yet right in my face.

I feel, your love. Like hot chocolate. Our bodies close, as they seek refuge and comfort in each other. A feeling so great it's all in the imagination.




I love you. 
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standing tall [Oct. 24th, 2009|10:18 am]
I know I'll be stronger through this. 
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And Machiavelli speaks. [Oct. 20th, 2009|09:47 pm]
Where the willingness is great, the difficulties cannot be great. 
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my CNN fetish [Oct. 15th, 2009|09:42 am]
 Anderson Cooper is SO hot. Not that he's a really good anchorman but. He's just so hot. Right, J?

Sorry just had to blog about it. And I think I like old men.






Not good not good not good.
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Blend in the cocaine [Oct. 13th, 2009|04:11 pm]
Breathing in a cloud of pulverised cocaine, slender, shirtless and lightly-tattooed 20 year old Colombians get to work. I watch as they cut up the 80% pure cocaine and add in additives. I am riveted by the Colombians and the process.

The power vacuum in Medellin has fueled a drug war in Colombia. Semi-submersibles are one of the many technologies used for the transportation of cocaine. I am amazed by the level of technology used which is juxtaposed with shirtless men squatting down in slums preparing cocaine from blenders that they have stolen from their mothers. Medellin continues to be consumed in chaos, and fear is perpetuated by those who fear fear. A girl my age in short shorts lay on the bed watching the gang members prepare cocaine. There is nothing but vice, money, decadence and dirt.

And I am intrigued. This is almost disturbing.

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/WORLD/americas/10/13/colombia.drug.war/index.html#cnnSTCText
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hope, epitomised. [Oct. 4th, 2009|09:36 am]
I can watch this over and over again, and feel the tears in my eyes.

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/WORLD/americas/10/02/brazil.lula.olympics/index.html?iref=mpstoryview#cnnSTCVideo

Not shown in the video, Lula da silva's magnetic personality and charisma, and his unrelenting push for Brazil to win the bid are all fueled by his love for the country and to bring hope to the people. I am indeed touched by this type of victory- one that involves a country has nothing grandiose to offer, but is given a chance, and may shine beyond expectations to impress and touch the world.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2009|10:57 am]
" The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it, because its only tangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last, stone crumbles, wood rots, people, well, they die, but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on."

-Chuck Palahniuk
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when people just walk away [Sep. 24th, 2009|06:03 pm]
Given the gross violations of human rights happening in Iran over fraudulent votes, raping of women and persecution of Iranians, one would be quick to condemn Ahmadinejad, and cast him in a negative light. I oppose human rights violation deeply, that is beyond the question. But I ask that we should all take some time, put our judgments aside, and listen to what Ahmadinejad has to say about friendship and solidarity, democracy and capitalism.

He presents an alternative view of international relations and politics which Marxists have always tried to espouse. Unfair treatment, double-standards, and the control of great powers over the weak. The U.S, being the greatest pundit of democracy, has its own fair share of human rights abuses; Guantanamo Bay and war crimes in Vietnam are two widely criticised instances. Capitalism has its own evils in subjugating the poor to the fancies of the rich, and comparative advantage is perhaps a theory propagated by advanced, industrialised countries to keep underdeveloped nations as peripheral contributors. But of course, today's democracies have found ways to curb such behaviours, with whistle-blowers in the U.S, and left-wing supporters who have pushed forward political agendas to help "tame" capitalism.

I'm not a big fan of Ahmadinejad. But I can't deny that there is merit in his ideas, his speech, and his discourse. The world has always been run by the U.S, and it seems that the rise of the power of developing nations has destabilised this hegemony. Indeed, the world cannot be made a safer place by one country. The U.S needs Asia now, more than ever.
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Fuckin' that chicken [Sep. 19th, 2009|11:14 pm]
[Current Music |Let Go- Imogen Heap]

First off, I apologize for the rude subject title, but that phrase is stuck in my head, in a totally non-porno way, because Jon has made me laugh over it the way I laugh at 'Yo momma's so fat'.

A few things I'd like to say:

1) What's with the Republicans?? O well, at least you get more campaign funds.
2) As much as I respect Carter and his efforts in peace-building, democracy, health, education and conflict resolution, to label race as the over-riding issue in Obama's health-care reform.. for serious??? 
3) I nearly forgot that I was not supposed to forgive Clinton for his hanky-panky, but his personable, charming charisma to speak in an affectionate manner touches the hearts of the common people. He does all these whilst retaining the ability to deliver his message with a much-revered upon wit. I forgot how he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. Some people are just born to be in politics.
4) Samurai swords PWN guns. Bye bye NRA!!
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Curriculum Vitae [Aug. 21st, 2009|10:25 am]

"David Wood writes about war for Politics Daily. In 30 years of covering conflict, he has filed dispatches from dozens of battlefields (alphabetically, from Afghanistan to Zambia) and has embedded many times with U.S. Army and Marine Corps units as well as with guerrillas and brigands in Africa. He is a birthright Quaker and former conscientious objector, and was a Pulitzer Prize finalist for his reporting on conflict, national security and foreign affairs.

 
As a correspondent successively for Time Magazine, the Los Angeles Times, Newhouse News Service and the Baltimore Sun, Wood has reported from the Kremlin in Moscow and has toured a Chinese missile submarine. During the Cold War he patrolled the Fulda Gap with the 11th Cavalry Regiment and snuck across the East German border to visit the opposing force, a Russian motorized rifle regiment. He got to know soldier-amputees during the Contra war in Nicaragua and, with a U.S. intelligence agent, made the rounds of Bosnian brothels to collect gossip on Serb officers and politicians.
 
He has accompanied American troops into battle many times, in Somalia, Iraq and Afghanistan, most recently with 1st Battalion 6th Marines for six weeks on combat operations in Kandahar and Helmand provinces, and has accompanied U.S. forces on stability operations in the Balkans, Haiti and Panama. He has flown on a B-52 bomber mission, slogged through Army Ranger school, accompanied Rangers on nighttime airborne maneuvers and with Marines on amphibious and air assaults. He has flown off aircraft carriers and sailed on battleships, cruisers, minesweepers, amphibs and attack and strategic missile submarines. He has flown in the cargo compartment of an African bush plane and crouched behind the pilot of a battered C-130 as it lost an engine while careening on final approach into Baghdad.
 
He has been scared much of his professional life."


I want to be David Wood.
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Which is best [Aug. 3rd, 2009|10:21 pm]
'Socialism is the fantastic brother of almost decrepit despotism, which it wants to succeed; its efforts are, therefore, in the deepest sense reactionary. For it desires such an amount of State power as only despotism possessed... it requires the most submissive prostration of all citizens before the absolute State, such as has never yet been realised; and as it can no longer even count upon the old religious piety towards the State... [Socialism] can only hope for existence occasionally, here and there for short periods, by means of the extremest terrorism.' - Nietzsche.

This is almost tragic to the ideal state of Socialism that I have in mind. I still believe that Socialism is the end political system that States will adopt, after going through Capitalism. And yes, I considered the possibility of despotism, but why, why did I ever think that since it is the end stage, people will be beyond enlightenment that they would be man of integrity, intelligence, to have acceptable moral standards...

Is Socialism that evil?


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nuclear weapons [Jul. 28th, 2009|10:00 am]
Just a question:

How is it possible for a country to actively pursue an ambitious plan such as the nuclear non-proliferation treaty when she has nuclear weapons herself, and targets specific countries instead of all countries with nuclear weapons?

Double standards?

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